Scottish actor John Bell started big and just kept growing. Aged 8 he won a nationwide competition for a part in the hit TV Sci-fi series Doctor Who. “I had long blond ringlets and played a refugee who discovered who he really was”, he tells me. It wasn’t long before he had an agent, teamed up with casting agency The Hubbards and had embarked on a film career which later involved 2 of the Hobbit features. ‘ I was having a ball- it didn’t feel like work”.
”I was a cheeky, funny, thin 16-year-old, so I fitted the role but I was surprised by the scale of its success: it’s very big in USA, Australia and New Zealand, all with people with Scottish ancestry”. Film was his life, but he admits he has wanted to do stage work for a while. As we spoke he was making his stage debut in the Queer solo show The Night Larry Kramer Kissed Me – see my review here.
”I was attracted because it’s an LGBTQ+play and director Steven Dexter was generous and sympathetic. It’s a different skill set from film acting. It’s a challenge, a little bit scary but not out of my reach. I saw a gala performance of it which had 8 actors, but then realised it’s a one-man show. I thought: in for a penny in for a pound”.
” I made that leap into the deep end. It’s been challenging and amazing. Now I’m in the run of it, I’m constantly thinking about it and playing with it. It was already inside me, I think”. John says as the run developed he looked for the little beat changes in the script. “The character’s emotions flip on a word- it’s like a rollercoaster. The audience need to feel comfortable but also uncomfortable – they are almost accused”.
He readily admits: “if it was a two-and-a-half hour play with just me on a bench, it would be difficult. But the music of the period played in the show is such a hook to let me feel it – it’s not a chronological piece; it’s many journeys back and forth”.
I was particularly interested in his approach to the end of his show, which sees him reel off name after name of lovers, friends, neighbours who have died of AIDS. “I had an image of individual people in my head: they became real to me and I could see them, but of course it’s just acing in the end”.
John would like to see the play have another life after its short run in Wimbledon- maybe back off-Broadway where it began. But for now his sights are firmly back on 10 months filming for the next season of Outlander. I asked if he had a coming-out story, and he said he had lots, but he told me about the Hobbit film after-party in Berlin, when he was 17 years old.
His parents were with him but he decided to head off with friends to check out Berlin’s Queer night-life. His parents followed him in a taxi and confronted him. “I said: I have to tell you something: I’m Gay. My mother said they knew and it was ok but it was too dangerous there for me, so come back home”.
I asked him to give advice to a younger John. He told me: “everything you’re panicking about: there’s no need to worry. Being Queer won’t affect your career; it’ll support your career. Being able to sit down and do an interview like this I really only could do in the last couple of years”.
On the vexed question of are Queer actors better at Queer parts, he says yes, but an actor should be able to inhabit anybody. “But there’s truth in a Gay actor playing a Gay character, and it’s also a question of representation. If I’d seen Gay actors playing Gay characters when I was younger I would’ve been more comfortable quicker – yeah”.
The Night Larry Kramer Kissed Me is at New Wimbledon Theatre until 26 February. Outlander is available on various streaming platforms.